A Gift of Energy

"When attack becomes dance, everything is seen ashave no ki to extend (it seems to have retreated to
a gift of energy."That sounds great, doesn't it?Couldn'tthe innermost recesses of my system). The only thing I
we all use a little more energy from time to time? Ican think to do is to acknowledge and embrace.But
know I could. Right now, for instance, as I sit with athat, at least, is a beginning. In years past, I would not
blanket over my shoulders, sipping lemon tea andacknowledge being sick. When I was sick, I'd often go
hoping that the next coughing spasm is not asto work anyway. I plowed through what needed doing
ferocious as the last two, I could use a gift of energy.with half a spirit and wore myself out. I probably
The tickle that started in my nose and chest a fewinfected half a dozen others in the process. I was
days ago has blossomed into a full-blown,sometimes ill-tempered, depressed and depressing to
body-wracking cold, complete with chills and fever.Thebe around. If I can't acknowledge what's going on,
martial art Aikido (The Way of Harmony) teaches uswhether it's a cold or a problem at home, I surely can't
to see everything that comes our way as energy toembrace it. By this I mean make it a part of me,
be danced with. By centering and extending our ki (lifeconnect with it so that I can begin to look for
energy) we connect and blend with the energy ofsolutions.Most of our conflicts, internal or external,
attack, making it a part of us. We redirect it fromwould resolve themselves if we would only take this
center, keeping ourselves and our attacker safe fromfirst step - acknowledge them! But because we see
harm.How this elegant metaphor applies to situations inthem as negative, we immediately resist by fighting or
our personal and professional lives is a continuingfleeing. If I can see what comes my way as energy,
source of study and fascination for me. One of thewith no positive or negative charge other than what I
ways I work at integrating Aiki principles into my life isgive it, I can be more curious about it. As unwanted as
by sharing the philosophy with others. My workshopsit may be, there's definitely more power in dancing with
use physical exercises which help our bodiesit than in resisting it.As for my cold, I'm still trying to learn
remember how to do things like center, extend,if there's a gift here somewhere. Let's see - I've
acknowledge and blend. We begin to dance, flow andalready read a book I've been putting aside for months,
move with the energy of conflict instead of blockingstarted another, and gotten some much needed rest
it.So I sit, wondering how I can dance with this attack.(in between coughs!).
Even centering doesn't stop the incessant coughing. I